willow-is-blessed

Today I woke up to a new way of being broken. In the dream there was a girl and a boy. The girl had a lover and the boy had a lover as well. The boy and the girl were staying at the same place for the time being. They were looking at each other only, no words. For some reason they both went out and it began to rain terribly. They saw each other on the street. They both had their big umbrellas and decided to walk together. After a while the boy and the girl found a nice, dry bench to sit on. They did not say a word, still. The boy kissed the girl for a second. And then he said, "Finally" and kissed the girl again. When the girl went back hom

evde sushi yapmak o kadar da zor degil. ama saglikli cig balik bulmak zor. daha cok sushi yemek, en cok yemek istiyorum.

I know that I have to sleep. To be alive, to survive. However, the moment before asleeping, it is the most scary one. There is nothing that can save you, you just fall into this huge, dark abysm. All your nightmares, all your fears are stored in this terrible room of sleep. And if you ever try to sleep, even a little, they catch you, they drown you, they tear your soul apart and they let you suffer. Then you die, but it is not the end of it. You wake up and die again, then you suffer a little more. I have to sleep. I just..